Saturday, January 24, 2009

I don't even remember the exact words...

but what I heard was, "It's silly to think that we'll be together forever. I am cynical about relationships and ours is one of the moment." Yeah, that hurt. Those weren't his words, but that's what I heard from his words and the tone of his voice. Gee, I wonder where that could have possibly come from! He had a bad dream about someone in my past somehow interfering in our relationship. Even though there's no possibility of that ever ever ever happening, I don't know how to convince him of that. His insecurities can beat up my insecurities, indeed. I just want to go to him right now, hold him in my arms, look in his eyes, and talk this through.

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